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I walked down the hallways of Konoha High school, thinking about nothing. It was seventh period, school was almost over and i only had a few more hours left before i could go back to my apartment. I told myself that I couldnapos;t afford to skip another day considering how close i was to failing as it was. I paused outside of the door to algebra. The class i hated the most. Not because it was hard, but because this was my one class with that guy. Uchiha Sasuke. My ex-boyfriend.� We had broken up after seven happy months of pure love and bliss. But then we lost it. I walked into the class room and took a quick look around. Sasuke was towards the front by the window, not looking at me at all. I sat at the very back opposite corner of him, looking at my desk as Iruka-sensei (my favorate teacher who was more of a dad than anything else) called roll. "Hyuuga Hinata," he called. "here." came a quiet as a mouse reply. My mind began to wander then, back to mine and sasukes happy days when we were in love. He had held me tenderly and kissed my lips softly running a pale hand through my yellow spiked hair. I remembered how heapos;d said my name "Naruto" he would whisper lightly kissing down my neck. "Uzumaki Naruto.... Naruto are you awake? Naruto" Iruka-sensei yelled hitting me with a chalk eraser. "OW" i yelpped rubbing my forhead and grumbled�"Iapos;m here, god."� the class giggled as Iruka-sensei sighed, returning to roll call. I rested my chin on my arms, closing my eyes and began to sadly daydream about the days when me and sasuke were together. And the day it all ended. I saw the images play like a movie behind my closed lids.
-flash back-
"We need to talk," Sasuke whispered in my ear one day after school, and grabbed my hand leading me behind toe building. I had no idea what he wanted, but i could tell it wasnapos;t good. Sasukeapos;s usually beautifull face was as cold as stone. "Whats wrong sasuke?" i asked. He said nothing only kept dragging me along with him. When he finally stopped he turned to look at me his eyes where as cold and hard as onyx. Somthing was wrong.
"Sasuke...?" i asked reaching out to touch his soft pale cheek. He didnapos;t respond, only grabbed my hand keeping it away from his face. This was a horrible sign. Sasuke had never NOT let me stroke his cheek.
"Naruto, he started in a stone cold voice, not quite looking me in the eyes. "This isnapos;t working... This you and me thing."� The words didnapos;t make any since my head. "what are you saying?" I asked, my voice sounded nervous.
He stared at me for one long moment. "I donapos;t want to be with you any more Naruto." he said finaly. That did�make sence to me.
I felt my entire body shut down then.��Anything below my neck felt disconnected. "o-oh..." Was all i could say. I felt like i was going to be sick. I laned against the brick wall for suport.
He didnapos;t look me in the eyes as he continued. "Iapos;m sorry, but itapos;s better this way."� He turned from me, walking away.
-end of flash back-

That was the last real conversation we had.
I felt tears n my eyes as i rememberd all this. apos;damn it.apos; i though getting up from my seat quickly. I clutched my stomache and held my mouth and took off for the restrooms. "Naruto" i hear Iruka-sensei call, but i was already out the doors.
I ran straight for th bathroom stall and slammed it shut. The tears running freely now. Why did i have to remember that WHY? Sasuke was right there and probably saw me cry iapos;m such an idiot
I hear someone enter the bathroom then. "Naruto? you in here buddy?" It was kiba, my best friend in the entire world. He had been there for me when sasuke had dumped me. I wasnapos;t afraid to cr infron of him.
I opened the stall door and ran into his arms, trying not to blubber like an idiot. He just held me. Like he always did.
I knew it as wrong to be clinging to him like this. He had liked me for a long time, and i probably wasnapos;t helping HIS aching hear by crying because of MY broken one.
He stroked my hair, "Itapos;s okay." he said softly. I looked up at him, his eyes were pained. I was hurting my best friend, who loved me, by crying for my ex boyfriend. Why did life hate me like this?
He stroked my cheek softly. I knew he loved me, and something in yerned for him too. But i was always too cought up with sasuke to see it. I knew i woud never love Kiba like i did Sasuke. But maybe i ould forget sasuke? Maybe, or maybe not.
To hell of reason i thought.
"kiba," i whispered. I was trying to sound passonate, but my voice cracked. "I..." i held him tighter, leaning closer to him. "Help me forget sasuke." i pleaded. He looked confused. "What? But naruto you... I canapos;t. You love sasuke."
I shook my head ptting my hands on the sides of his face. "I love sasuke... But i need you Kiba." I leand into him, pressing my lips to his. It didnapos;t take him more than half a second for him to wrap his arms tighter around me, kissing me with passion.
My chest ached. I felt like i was betraying sasuke. I always said i would love him and no one else for as long as i lived. But i couldnapos;t stand not having someone to love me. To hold me and say everythings alright.� It was shallow and cruel to use kiba like this, because i DID�love kiba. I truly did. But i wasnapos;t completely in love with him.�But I knew i could be, and be happy, if i could forget sasuke.
We kissed for a long while when he finaly pulled away, not far though, he was stil just inches away from my mouth. But he needed to breath, and so did i.
"I.. I love you naruto." he whispered.
I looked at him for a long moment and finaly whispered back. "I love you to Kiba." And he kissed me again.